Admittance | A Medium Series | Episode 6 | Trauma

Admittance — I am traumatized.

A cry-for-help poem about trauma’s lingering effects on us.

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3 min readApr 6, 2024

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It’s all in your head,

But I disagree

Because my brain is physically the closest I can get to reality.

It’s easy for someone to see that it’s all in my head and body.

But my head is the closest thing to me.

My brain boots up my body.

My heart is of my body and connected to my head. So my trauma is right in front of me.

On top of me.

In me.

Felt by me.

It’s all I can know and experience in the present moment in my head, in my body.

It’s harmless yes you say, but my head and my body are all I got. Unless we are talking spiritually.

My head and body is the furthest I am from you, so by proximity

You can’t feel my pain as much as I can. Unless you were me.

A head and a body.

You understand that, so I ask you to give me space. Space not from you, but the space that I can create within my head and body.

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I generally write about where I went wrong, so others are alright.