Admittance | A Medium Series | Ego | Episode 10

I’m the shit.

And you better know it.

I’m egotistic.

I think I’m better than other people.

If you look at my accolades, maybe it may seem that way.

But you got to really look at it in a very specific and of course, unbiased way.

But that conception of myself is so limited, and it doesn’t even capture the god-like complex I have in defining myself in ethereal ways.

My inflated ego makes me struggle with a superiority complex coupled with an inferiority complex.

It’s tough for me to see me as I am.

That I’m just one collection of molecules ordered in a particular way out of the seemingly infinite collection of particles that formulate the universe.

I’m basically nothing, but I’m also everything. Because even these infinite collection of particles revolve around me. My ego can distort my perception of the universe.

It’s that powerful. And dangerous.

Egotistic physics.

Sun revolves around the Earth. The Earth revolves around me.

I get a pleasant high when I win in competitions.