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Too Depressed For a Relationship
Can’t see eye to eye
You ask me how, I ask you why
When I’m with u, time does seem to fly
But when ur gone, I’m left with a fantasy of lies
Where does an average guy
Go if God says oh my oh my
Swimming up stream in his cries
Depression and blood, rusted and dry
In it to win it. But I only see losses
Too much pressure, too many bosses
Leaking out my pain, my mind a squeaky faucet
My brain going crazy, call it a cerebral mosh pit
Where’s success? Where’s my saving rocket
Never felt I belonged, never was the right fit
Nowhere to go, in loneliness I anxiously sit
Life hitting me hard, right hook left me out
So much pain in my jaw I can’t even scream and shout
Lost in the sauce, lost in the crowd
Comes out as a whisper that’s nowhere near as loud
Living in oblivion, floating hopeless on a black cloud
